She looked at me and said
"Why did you do this? What was your motivation?
What were you trying to prove? Who were you trying to scare?
Did you know what you were doing? Don't you know that this is permanent?"
I said "is it normal to be this self loathing?"
She replied "you're twenty five and you're still alive! Can't you see there's a reason you survived?"
I said "a quarter of a century means nothing to me, if I still haven't learnt how to be happy"
emotional, melodic riffing over mostly relentless blastbeats only lets go for a few cathartic moments. here, its not a balancing act between crushing brutality and emotional sensibility; the one requires the other, similiar can be said about the influences drawn from screamo, grindcore and esp. black metal; its been refined to be a coherent mass where the music scratches many itches i have in any of these three very beloved genres. anyways, this album makes no detours in crushing everything Trveheimer