if you told me i'd be this way / i'm certain i wouldn't still be here / i feel like i shouldn't have survived / it's an achievement year after year / i don't how i make it out of bed / half the time i don't know / if i can make it / out of my head // and i still hear the words of my father / and i still feel my mothers palm / and i still remember that night / it must've made your heart break // and i guess / i feel like / virginia woolf / when she said / "i feel certain that i'm going mad again / i feel like we can't go through / another of these terrible times / and i shan't recover this time" // and i've cried so many nights / and i've took so many pills / i've deprived myself of life / and i've skipped so many meals / but i'm trying hard each day / even if it's the least i can do / even when i can't get up / i'm still trying to make it through //
I was in a miserable place when I discovered this LP. Something in the singer's echoing screams paired with the slicing riffs of the building guitars awoke a therapeutic purge of agony and helped me carry on through some rough days to follow. It's unapologetic and raw and beautiful because of it. hush_swarth
Alix has NO ONE that can do what she does as far as I am concerned. This album is incredible and I can not more highly recommend it. Get every manhunt song you can. Bitchy Jennai